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for some reasons i decided to remove a portion of one of my previous blog entries.

i cant stand personal attacks.

sorry for those who haven't read it.


it's kind of contradictive. you want a blog to write down your thoughts and feelings, but yet you can't just write anything u want. what is the whole point of having a diary if you have to remain reserved?

might as well talk to myself?


lame shit.



had been having weird dreams these days. one moment i dreamt that i had a girlfriend ( a girl whose name i shouldn't mention to protect her identity. haha! ) and i almost kissed her -_-" the next moment there were killers in school, and i fell in love with a handsome one who decided not to kill me for reasons i forgotten and even helped me to escape. -_-" so stupid. think i watched too many TV dramas already. getting imaginative.

too stress already? can't help but to seek my world of fantasy in the dreamland :(

having funny mood now.. can't say it's bad mood but i'm not in a good mood either. this holiday is really boring. it's the first june holiday that i can't slack :( kinda hard to spend this month.. the angel side of me tells me to mug, and i feel so guilty slacking one day away :( but the devil side keeps saying " JCT only what.. holidays should enjoy abit. " so basically this whole month is all about the angel-devil fight in me. it's so annoying :(



right now i need my jie-meis!!
i need to talk to valerie.
i need bing bing's shoulders to cry on.
i need to complain about life to xiaohan.
i need to go shopping with jiaying.
i need nigel to predict my future and give me advices. ( erm maybe not jie-mei. he's my best dog. brother :) haha i'm catching the 2md virus.)




but too bad i only have myself and the 4 walls now :(


i'm exploding!! ="(

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